Starting out yayy!

I’ve always loved blogging and I’ve always loved writing out what I experience or need to vent about so I’m glad I found this site. Love love love it! I’ll warn anybody now, if you know me personally you may find yourself in these posts but it’s at your own risk that you read them lol. I blog to get it out, not to cause drama. I don’t intentionally post things about people to hurt their feelings, in my perfect world, you’d never see what I post lol. But anyways…

I know for some reason I’m up in the middle of the night again, with the urge to type out my problems and not want to sleep. It’s not that I can’t sleep, it’s almost like I don’t want to, idk. I’m so ready for Jared to be home so we can leave! I love Texas and have enjoyed the 6 years I’ve been here but I’m so ready to be on my own. I’m not eager to be grown or grow up to fast, I just feel like I’ve mooched for to long. Even though I pay my dad bills that he doesn’t ask for, so I’m not necessarily mooching, I just feel like at 22 you should probably be out of the house. I know me and Jared aren’t technically married or engaged yet but it’s pretty much there and if your old enough to make that step and go through EVERYTHING we’ve gone through, i think we can handle being on our own. I know it will be difficult with me being away from my daddy and him being away from his mom but I’m ready. No offense to anyone in particular but I’m ready to not have to worry about every ones 2 cents that they insist on putting in on our relationship. Thank you so much for your advice, but it’s funny… the people who give me the advice are the people that have NO IDEA what goes on between us and really have NO IDEA who me and Jared are, as individuals and a couple. We need a new environment. We need to be surrounded with people like us, who will support us and not tear us down when we make the slightest slip up!

I’ll miss it, but it’s that time!